Four;

i was only playing with the moon
let me inhale your spirit.
exhume your soul.
betray me.
l.
o.
v.
e.
me.
fear me.
look me in the eye & make me believe;
there's no more to life than what we perceive
there's more to life than what we see
but i, i've got 
a war on my mind/
a world on my shoulders
a wounded heart.
(ego)
meditation meditate meditation
for semblance
of peace of mind.
i let my mind wander & it never came back.
and after it all,
i was only playing with the moon.

She's Thunderstorms;

breathe.

breathe.

breathe.

have you inhaled me in yet?

toxic fumes/ or so they say,

who am i to talk?

baby, i'd rather be hard to love 

than easy to leave.

the world's moving in slow motion.

freeze frame. eyes meet.

we've sped up now.

but i got news for you, i came broken.

rain fall/

i guess you i let go. 

Scripted;

him: i mean, i guess what i'm trying to ask is, where'd you go?

her: [squinting up at him (he always was too tall), averting her eyes] "why do you even care?

him: don't ask stupid questions you already know the answer to.

her: [deep breath/ flushed cheeks] it's silly now. i guess i fell in love with someone, and it so disastrously blew up in my face. so i panicked and i shrunk away from the everyone/ everything. i let my heart eat me alive, do you know how horrible that feeling is?

him: [staring right into her eyes] i know exactly what you mean.

Who am i, darling to you?