"wrap me up in lavender thunder;"

Thursday, October 22, 2015

Untitled;

words.
they're always in my head. the words you said; the ones you didn't; the ones you haven't yet.
time travel hasn't been invented yet, right?
because i want to go back, i need to.
But it feels like there's oceans
Between you & me.

i don't know, i'm rambling again.
i have this terrible habit of self-destructing & i'm terrified that i'll detonate any minute.  
there's just so much to think about, to worry about, but all i want is to curl up with you & watch a bunch of stupid movies & read a thousand books & listen to depressing songs we can waltz to & just be. with you. & that might be asking for a lot but i'm asking anyway. 
i mean it's funny because i know you don't read this & there might be a couple people who think this is for them. as if they matter. but it's not for them, it's for you.
only you.  

Sunday, October 11, 2015

Prayers;

May you find love when you least expect,
Where you least expect.
May the winds always carry you
where you want to go.
And may your smile never falter,
and your eyes never dull.
Just like the stars will always shine,
moon & sun forever intertwined;
Just like sparrows will always soar,
lavender blossoms infinitely in bloom;
May your heart forever more be ablaze.