and i want a moment to be real;
you can run in circles all you want but you'll never belong. not really anyway. people are so strange and unexpected and predictable and.
and you'll never be able to wear the mask the way they do, and you'll never be able to run away from what you feel and you'll never let them take advantage of you.
the way you speak/ the clothes you wear/ the blood in your veins; it's not theirs.
and it doesn't have to be.
i'll never let anyone change me. not anymore.
if this year has taught me anything, it's that no one can be trusted and no one can make me love myself any less. you were good for laughs but i don't need your toxic venom in my life, i really don't.
it dragged me down, it made me question myself in ways i really didn't even care about, it was sad.
i'm sorry that i said goodbye, but i found something better along the way.
and i'm walking alone from here on out.
you can run in circles all you want but you'll never belong. not really anyway. people are so strange and unexpected and predictable and.
and you'll never be able to wear the mask the way they do, and you'll never be able to run away from what you feel and you'll never let them take advantage of you.
the way you speak/ the clothes you wear/ the blood in your veins; it's not theirs.
and it doesn't have to be.
i'll never let anyone change me. not anymore.
if this year has taught me anything, it's that no one can be trusted and no one can make me love myself any less. you were good for laughs but i don't need your toxic venom in my life, i really don't.
it dragged me down, it made me question myself in ways i really didn't even care about, it was sad.
i'm sorry that i said goodbye, but i found something better along the way.
and i'm walking alone from here on out.
