"wrap me up in lavender thunder;"

Friday, December 18, 2015

Illusions;

perfect night for a dance in the moonlight;
he held her so close she could barely breathe.
but a promise doesn't mean anything anymore;
moving in circles, twirling her around/
eyes sparkling so bright, rivaled only by the thousand stars smiling down on them.
i never told you everything;
a dip in the ice cold thoughts in her mind/
a swim in the fires of his soul.
i am drawing pictures i'm evading;
the musical symphonies erupting between them
echo/echo/echo
in the silence of the night.
there's something magic about her;
something so tragic about her;
wouldn't you agree? 
illuminations.
can you see it? can you picture perfection?
i can't.
the water's rising up/ surrounding the lies of an infallible love.
drowning.
choking.
gone.
there's Music in the air, it makes the sorrow go;
let the Music take you there, far from the world you know.

Tuesday, December 1, 2015

Cantis;

1; all we seem to do is talk about sex
2; but my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles
3; we all got old at breakneck speed
4; so you're standing in the parking lot of life/and you're trying to figure out your fate tonight
5; i don't love you baby/ i don't need you baby/ i don't want to love you anymore
6; you are my life/  i don't deserve you/ but you love me all the same
7; i'd rather be alone than let you ferment in my bones
8; there is consolation in the human failure of our dreams
9; give me therapy/ i'm a walking travesty/ but i'm smiling at everything
10; the color of your heart is so cold
11; i'll be fine i swear/i'm just gone beyond repair
12; & i'm just a shadow of your thoughts in me
13; run from the one who you know that you love
14; from the corner of my eye/ thought i saw a light shine
15; you let her go
16; hounds in my head
17; i stole my personality from an anonymous source
18; cuz i'm here wondering/ what could you be thinking
19; but don't mind me/ i'm just a parasite on your mind
20; old souls found a new religion/ now we swimming in that sin/ baptism
21; i think no one understands
22; i fell in love with a daydream
23; but on good days, i am charming as fuck
24; انت السم و الدواء