Dirty Talk;

Out Of Sight;

 i can save us. or at least i thought i could. seems i'm actually quite incapable of holding on to anything but a grudge really. strange, every time i think i've got it right. strange, every time i'm so terribly wrong. happiness is such a hard concept to grasp for me. i've been in the dark for so long now, when i see the sun it blinds. gouges my eyes out like Oedipus; frightened frenzy. he can see now can't he? is that what it takes? a truth so magnanimous that it shatters your very core; mine was the day i woke up and realized he wouldn't love me the way i would never love any of them. cosmic comedy. there's still hope, but there probably isn't. tell me, what'd you think of my songs? but i am good, i am grounded. i always have to take a step back. back. back. keep going, you're almost there. moving in retrograde. he left her lonely with a diamond mind.

Mixtape4;

• josef salvat; open season (une autre saison)
• kid cudi; all along
• erik hassle; one last ride
• duke dumont; ocean drive
• seafret; atlantis
• the national; i need my girl
• billie eilish; ocean eyes
• fayrouz; habaytak tansit nawm
• switchfoot; only hope
• noah & the whale; blue skies
• kodaline; moving on
• matchbox 20; unwell
• the oh hello's; hello my old heart
• joseph attieh; habeit 3aiyounak
• one for the team; questions & panthers
• josef salvat; hustler
• harrison storm; be yourself
• erik hassle; talk about it
• badly drawn boy; in safe hands
• bloc party; pioneers (M83 Remix)
• james blake; retrograde
• the national; don't swallow the cap
• she & him; i could have been your girl

Illusions;

perfect night for a dance in the moonlight;
he held her so close she could barely breathe.
but a promise doesn't mean anything anymore;
moving in circles, twirling her around/
eyes sparkling so bright, rivaled only by the thousand stars smiling down on them.
i never told you everything;
a dip in the ice cold thoughts in her mind/
a swim in the fires of his soul.
i am drawing pictures i'm evading;
the musical symphonies erupting between them
echo/echo/echo
in the silence of the night.
there's something magic about her;
something so tragic about her;
wouldn't you agree? 
illuminations.
can you see it? can you picture perfection?
i can't.
the water's rising up/ surrounding the lies of an infallible love.
drowning.
choking.
gone.
there's Music in the air, it makes the sorrow go;
let the Music take you there, far from the world you know.

You're Welcome;

The Blues;

Cantis;

1; all we seem to do is talk about sex
2; but my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles
3; we all got old at breakneck speed
4; so you're standing in the parking lot of life/and you're trying to figure out your fate tonight
5; i don't love you baby/ i don't need you baby/ i don't want to love you anymore
6; you are my life/  i don't deserve you/ but you love me all the same
7; i'd rather be alone than let you ferment in my bones
8; there is consolation in the human failure of our dreams
9; give me therapy/ i'm a walking travesty/ but i'm smiling at everything
10; the color of your heart is so cold
11; i'll be fine i swear/i'm just gone beyond repair
12; & i'm just a shadow of your thoughts in me
13; run from the one who you know that you love
14; from the corner of my eye/ thought i saw a light shine
15; you let her go
16; hounds in my head
17; i stole my personality from an anonymous source
18; cuz i'm here wondering/ what could you be thinking
19; but don't mind me/ i'm just a parasite on your mind
20; old souls found a new religion/ now we swimming in that sin/ baptism
21; i think no one understands
22; i fell in love with a daydream
23; but on good days, i am charming as fuck
24; انت السم و الدواء