Answered;

is this what you were trying to say?

Surprises;

yea you worry too much/so don't worry so much

these words are my life. i immediately panic, i'm a cynic; i'm a saint/i'm the devil himself. 

you say you want me and is it all i wanted to hear?

"you care about us."

i care about you. i need you i crave you i miss you.

but i will never know if it's enough.  

maybe this is good for us right? i mean we made it this far, who's to say we can't wait a little longer?

only time will tell;

who cares anyways?

i want to lose my mind with you but life keeps getting in the way/ hitting pause. 

let's save this dance for a rainy day;