"wrap me up in lavender thunder;"

Saturday, February 27, 2016

Out Of Sight;

 i can save us. or at least i thought i could. seems i'm actually quite incapable of holding on to anything but a grudge really. strange, every time i think i've got it right. strange, every time i'm so terribly wrong. happiness is such a hard concept to grasp for me. i've been in the dark for so long now, when i see the sun it blinds. gouges my eyes out like Oedipus; frightened frenzy. he can see now can't he? is that what it takes? a truth so magnanimous that it shatters your very core; mine was the day i woke up and realized he wouldn't love me the way i would never love any of them. cosmic comedy. there's still hope, but there probably isn't. tell me, what'd you think of my songs? but i am good, i am grounded. i always have to take a step back. back. back. keep going, you're almost there. moving in retrograde. he left her lonely with a diamond mind.

Monday, February 15, 2016

Mixtape4;

  • josef salvat; open season (une autre saison)
  • kid cudi; all along
  • erik hassle; one last ride
  • duke dumont; ocean drive
  • seafret; atlantis
  • the national; i need my girl
  • billie eilish; ocean eyes
  • fayrouz; habaytak tansit nawm
  • switchfoot; only hope
  • noah & the whale; blue skies
  • kodaline; moving on
  • matchbox 20; unwell
  • the oh hello's; hello my old heart
  • joseph attieh; habeit 3aiyounak
  • one for the team; questions & panthers
  • josef salvat; hustler
  • harrison storm; be yourself
  • erik hassle; talk about it
  • badly drawn boy; in safe hands
  • bloc party; pioneers (M83 Remix)
  • james blake; retrograde
  • the national; don't swallow the cap
  • she & him; i could have been your girl